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QABALISTA

by selki girl

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1.
Slither 04:38
Visible World is all you know What you own Circle 'round you go Cross your heart Hope to die I'll see you on the other side Serpent dear, as you climb Listen closely to my advice Stoop not down into that dark shroud (I hear it calling from deep underground) Winding all around (Light it up, light it up, light it up now) Slither up from this broken town (I hear it calling from deep underground) Kingdom to the Crown (Light it up, light it up, light it up now) (Light it up, light it up, light it up now) (Light it up, light it up, light it up now) Of Her throne (Of Her throne...) No, you're not alone (No, you're not alone...) Archangel (Archangels..) Guard my stars as I go (Guard my stars as I go...) Cross my heart Hope to fly I'll see you on the other side Serpent dear, as you climb Listen closely to my advice Stoop not down into that dark shroud (I hear it calling from deep underground) Winding all around (Light it up, light it up, light it up now) Slither up from this broken town (I hear it calling from deep underground) Kingdom to the Crown (Light it up, light it up, light it up now)
2.
Coiled 04:37
(So this is where it comes from...) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) (So this is where it comes from...) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Listen up! This is Foundation There’s a rainbow down below Take a shot! Fire your arrow up Or take a walk through a Star-lit grove If The Sun is more your speed Then choose thought over fantasy Take a shot! Fire your arrow up But when you touch yourself you’re touching me You wanna see? You wanna see? Well you know how already All around me coiled nestled in my soil (So this is where it comes from) (It feels good) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Soft like indigo and I'm lost in the glow (So this is where it comes from) (It feels good) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Listen up! This is creation Up above and down below Take a shot! Fire your arrow up Past the Veil of the world you know You wanna touch the machinery Of what we call “reality”? Take a shot! Fire your arrow up (But don’t forget) (Yeah?) The map is NOT the territory Do you believe? Do you believe? Deep down already All around me coiled nestled in my soil (So this is where it comes from) (It feels good) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Up from your deep and in your sweat it's so jasmine sweet (So this is where it comes from) (It smells nice) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) It’s gettin’ wavy now You see the water churnin’ all around It’s gettin’ wavy now You feel it turnin’ turnin’ upside down You wanna turn around? You wanna take this boat and make for ground? It’s gettin’ wavy now (It’s gettin’ wavy now...) THE MOON THE TIDE AND WHAT'S INSIDE Let it drip drip drip down tonight THE MOON THE TIDE AND WHAT'S INSIDE Let it drip drip drip down tonight THE MOON THE TIDE AND WHAT'S INSIDE Let it drip drip drip down tonight THE MOON THE TIDE AND WHAT'S INSIDE Let it drip drip drip down between your thighs... All around me coiled nestled in my soil (So this is where it comes from) (It feels good) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Up from your deep and in your sweat it's so jasmine sweet (So this is where it comes from) (It smells nice) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Soft like indigo and I'm lost in the glow (So this is where it comes from) (It feels good) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream) Up from your deep and waking into this beautiful dream (So this is where it comes from) (It smells nice) (It feels like it’s in me) (Li-li-like a dream)
3.
There’s something I’d like you to see With an orange glow on winged feet There’s someone I’d like you to meet With a magick name and a scarlet beak There’s power in a name There’s a name of power for everything There’s power in a shape (Power?) And information in the form you take (Yeah? What do you know about power?) It’s MATHEMATICK And it’s GEOMETRICK Based in LOGICK But it works like MAGICK It’s MATHEMATICK And it’s GEOMETRICK Based in LOGICK But it works like MAGICK There’s someone I’d like you to see And let their Splendour serve you as a warning There’s something I’d like you to know Lest you wake up with a headache in the morning (laughing) There’s power in a name (Power?) There’s a name of power in everything (Well spell it out for me) There’s power in a shape (This just doesn’t add up) And information in the form you take (Yeah? What do you know about power?) It’s Mathematick And it’s Geometrick Based in Lo-logick But it works like Ma-magick It’s Mathematick And it’s Geometrick Based in Lo-logick But it works like Ma-magick It’s Mathematick And it’s Geometrick Based in Lo-logick But it works like Ma-magick It’s Mathematick And it’s Geometrick Based in Lo-logick But it works like Ma-magick Mathematick Ma-magick Geometrick Lo-logick Mathematick Ma-magick Geometrick Ma-magick
4.
VICTORY I don’t know how to find you Show me how to feel you Out in the green Out in the roses with you VICTORY I don’t know how to find you Show me how to feel you Out in the green Out in the roses with you I won’t be cryptic about it She’s my favorite goddess Ain’t nothin’ secret about it I know Her by so many names by now I know Her by so many names by now When I feel like I can’t do it The Tower is crumbling down When I feel lost in illusion And I hit the ground I know Her by so many names by now (Hold up, hold up girl let's FUCK THE BEAT UP) I won’t be cryptic about it She’s my favorite goddess Ain’t nothin’ secret about it I know Her by so many names by now I know Her by so many names by now When I feel like I can’t do it The Tower is crumbling down When I feel lost in illusion And I hit the ground I know Her by so many names by now It’s time I talked about it Instead of holding on tight It’s time I let it happen The way I feel it inside And if I fail tonight I’m calling out to Her... VICTORY I don’t know how to find you Show me how to feel you Out in the green Out in the roses with you VICTORY I don’t know how to find you Show me how to feel you Out in the green Out in the roses with you I stretch my heart to the ocean Rising up from my shell I'd do it over and over I know Her by so many names by now I know Her by so many names by now I feel the swell of emotion So much I might burst I'd do it over and over Until it don’t hurt Until it don’t hurt I’m calling out to Her It’s time I talked about it Instead of holding on tight It’s time I let it happen The way I feel it inside And if I fail tonight I’m calling out to Her... VICTORY I don’t know how to find you Show me how to feel you Out in the green Out in the roses with you VICTORY I don’t know how to find you Show me how to feel you Out in the green Out in the roses with you VICTORY (I know her by so many names by now) (She's my favorite goddess) I don’t know how to find you (I know her by so many names by now) Show me how to feel you (The way I feel it inside) (When I feel like I can't do it) Out in the green (The Tower is crumbling down) Out in the roses with you VICTORY (I stretch my heart to the ocean) (She's my favorite goddess) I don’t know how to find you (I do it over and over) (And I hit the ground) Show me how to feel you (Rising up from my shell) Out in the green (The Tower is crumbling down) Out in the roses with you
5.
All My Scars 05:27
I said goodnight for a long time I waved goodbye I was not alright I said, “so long, you are not mine” I waved goodbye I was not alright Light up my heart Brighter than my dark Light up my heart Brighter than my dark 'Till all my scars Shine like stars Cast in gold Endless gold (I said goodnight for a long time) I swore, I’d wash my hands of you (I waved goodbye I was not alright) And slam the door, but I was so confused (I said, “so long, you are not mine”) Tried to ignore, but finally faced the truth (I waved goodbye I was not alright) What force on earth could silence you? Light up my heart Brighter than my dark Light up my heart Brighter than my dark Light up my heart Brighter than my dark Light up my heart Brighter than my dark 'Till all my scars Shine like stars Cast in gold Endless gold 'Till all my scars Shine like stars Cast in gold Deathless in the afterglow Thunderous noise even the smallest voice Thunderous noise even the smallest voice Thunderous noise even the smallest voice Thunderous noise even the smallest voice Light up my heart (Thunderous noise even the) Brighter than my dark (Smallest voice) Light up my heart (Thunderous noise even the) Brighter than my dark (Smallest voice) Light up my heart (Thunderous noise even the) Brighter than my dark (Smallest voice) Light up my heart (Thunderous noise even the) Brighter than my dark (Smallest voice) 'Till all my scars (Light up my heart) thunderous noise (even the) Shine like stars (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice Cast in gold (Light up my heart) thunderous noise (even the) Endless gold (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice 'Till all my scars (Light up my heart) thunderous noise (even the) Shine like stars (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice Cast in gold (Light up my heart) thunderous noise (even the) Deathless in the afterglow (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice 'Till all my scars (Light up my heart) thunderous noise even the Shine like stars (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice Cast in gold (Light up my heart) thunderous noise even the Endless gold (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice 'Till all my scars (Light up my heart) thunderous noise even the Shine like stars (Brighter than my dark) smallest voice Cast in gold (Light up my heart) Thunderous noise... Brighter than my dark
6.
God Of War 04:48
(Sometimes, when I'm mad It's hot to the touch, like... Like I'm a little bit... like I'm a little bit Horny... You know what I mean? You know what I mean? Well, I know someone who knows Well, I know someone who knows) God of War If you're angry Go ahead Come on, baby God of War If you're angry Don't hold back Come on, baby I’m that girl With fists of fury An iron heart Of scarlet ruby Of scarlet ruby I’m that girl Who dreams of turning To fan the flames That leave her burning That leave her burning To find a world A world deserving To speak her name To call her worthy To call her worthy A world of flame Of no impurity I’m that girl To call her worthy To call her worthy (So this is a test, huh? You wanna test me? You wanna know who's best, huh? You wanna turn up the heat? If this is the crucible then pour me in... And LIGHT IT UNDER MY FEET If this is the crucible then pour me in You wanna turn up the heat?) God of War If you're angry Go ahead Come on, baby God of War If you're angry Don't hold back Come on, baby Lightning! Pain! — all in your name All that you come for All that you claim All that you claim Blind! Rage! — is not the same Let it blaze, don’t give into shame Don’t give into hate Strength is my name Severity is my way Let it blaze, don’t give into shame Don’t give into hate With stunning clarity Decisive aim Lay waste to the weakness you leave in your wake You leave in your wake Blind! Rage! — is not the same Defeat is your teacher, now burn in her flame Now burn in her flame GOD OF WAR If you're angry GO AHEAD Come on, baby GOD OF WAR If you're angry DON’T HOLD BACK Come on, baby GOD OF WAR If you're angry GO AHEAD Come on, baby GOD OF WAR If you're angry Don't hold back... COME ON, BABY God of War... Awwwww, yeah God of War
7.
Sapphire 03:34
Cast your net so wide Measured to your sky Caught the glint through sapphire... Father, can you hear me? Is it mercy? When the moment comes for me Will it overrun me? Where will you be? Father, can you hear me? Father, are you listening? I’ve been stirring in my sleep When the moment comes for me Will you wake the memory? Where will you be? Father, can you hear me? (Mercy, Me OH MY) Well... Father, father I tried (Cast your net so wide) Father, father don’t cry (Measured to your sky) Father, father I tried (Caught the glint through sapphire...) (Mercy, Me OH MY) INTO THE Blue, baby WHAT U GONNA Do, baby INTO THE Blue, baby WHAT U GONNA Do, baby Into the blue, baby What u gonna do, baby Into the blue, baby (Mercy, Me OH MY) Father, are you near me? Can you tell me When the violence comes for me Will it overrun me? Where will you be? Father, can you hear me? Father, are you listening? I’ve been stirring in my sleep When the choice is laid clearly Will you wake the memory? Where will you be? Father, can you hear me? (Mercy, Me OH MY) Well... Father, father I tried (Cast your net so wide) Father, father don’t cry (Measured to your sky) Father, father I tried (Caught the glint through sapphire...) (Mercy, Me OH MY) INTO THE Blue, baby WHAT U GONNA Do, baby INTO THE Blue, baby WHAT U GONNA Do, baby Into the blue, baby What u gonna do, baby Into the blue, baby (Mercy, Me OH MY) Father, are you near me? Is it mercy? To resist hostilities That would overrun me? Where will you be? Father, can you hear me? Father, are you listening? I’ve been stirring in my sleep When the violence comes for me Will you wake the memory? Where will you be? Father, can you hear me? (Mercy, Me OH MY) Well... Father, father I tried (Cast your net so wide) Father, father don’t cry (Measured to your sky) Father, father I tried (Caught the glint through sapphire...) (Mercy, Me OH MY) INTO THE Blue, baby WHAT U GONNA Do, baby INTO THE Blue, baby WHAT U GONNA Do, baby Into the blue, baby What u gonna do, baby Into the blue, baby (Mercy, Me OH MY)
8.
(333) 01:05
(chattering)
9.
Every. Drop. 02:52
You're not gonna like this Not one bit Do you think You can handle it? You're not gonna like this Not one bit Do you think You can handle it? What if I told you? Good and Evil isn't real (What if I told you?) What if I told you? Doesn't matter how you feel (What if I told you?) What if I told you? That it doesn't mean a thing (What if I told you?) What if I told you? That you're smaller than you think (What if I told you?) And there's no Sorrow In the stars above (In the blackest night) (Breathe in...) And there's no Sorrow When you pour out the blood (Hold...) And there's no Sorrow When She bends to kiss (In the blackest night) (Breathe out...) And there's no sorrow In paying for it (Again...) But We don't have a deal 'Till you drip out every drop We don't have a deal 'Till it's spilling from her Cup We don't have a deal 'Till you grind it down to dust We don't have a deal 'Till you give it, give it up You're not gonna like this Not one bit Do you think You can handle it? You're not gonna like this Not one bit Do you think You can handle it? What if I told you? That your Goddess is a Whore (Good and Evil isn't real) (Breathe in...) (What if I told you?) What if I told you? And if you're bangin' at The Door (Doesn't matter how you feel) (Hold...) (What if I told you?) What if I told you? She won't turn a soul away (That it doesn't mean a thing) (Breath out...) (What if I told you?) What if I told you? If they've got the price to pay... (That you're smaller than you think) (Again...) (What if I told you?) And there's no Sorrow In the stars above (Focus...) (In the blackest night) (Breathe in...) And there's no Sorrow When you pour out the blood (Withdraw...) (Hold...) And there's no Sorrow When bending for a kiss (Concentrate...) (In the blackest night) (Breathe out...) And there's no sorrow YOU DON'T HOLD BACK A BIT (Unite...) But We don't have a deal 'Till you drip out every drop We don't have a deal 'Till it's spilling from her Cup (UNDERSTAND?) We don't have a deal 'Till you grind it down to dust We don't have a deal 'Till you give it, give it up
10.
Given It All 01:47
(Let the body dissolve) Back and forth back and forth forth and back (Let the heart dissolve) Kcab dna htrof htrof dna kcab htrof dna kcab (Let the mind dissolve) Back and forth back and forth forth and back (Let the will dissolve) (Now you've given it all) (NOW YOU'VE GIVEN IT ALL) GOD When you ride, you're ridden When you hide, you're hidden When you drive, you're driven SEX Capsize Collision Divine Condition Fertilize Fruition WHAT'S When you ride, you're ridden When you hide, you're hidden When you drive, you're driven NEXT Big Bang Division Capsize Collision Edenic Fission GOD All this talk of Wisdom In a chattering blind SEX Well some did, some didn't Grey light, grey light WHAT'S All this talk of Wisdom In a chattering blind NEXT Well some did, some didn't Grey light, grey light When you ride, you're ridden When you're ridden, you ride When you hide, you're hidden When you're hidden, you hide When you drive, you're driven When you're driven, you drive When you ride, you're ridden When you're ridden, you ride WHEN YOU'RE RIDDEN YOU RIDE GOD All this talk of Wisdom SEX In a chattering blind WHAT'S Well some did, some didn't NEXT Grey light, grey light GOD All this talk of Wisdom SEX In a chattering blind WHAT'S Well some did, some didn't NEXT Grey light, grey light GOD (Let the body dissolve...) All this talk of Wisdom SEX In a chattering blind WHAT'S (Let the heart dissolve...) Well some did, some didn't NEXT Great light, great light GOD (Let the mind dissolve...) All this talk of Wisdom SEX In a chattering blind WHAT'S (Let the will dissolve) Well some did, some didn't NEXT (Now you've given it all) Great light, great light GOD Now you've given it all
11.
You/Me/Us/We 05:47
There’s an “I” in isolation There’s an “I” in Unity There’s an “I” in Revelation Well there’s an “I” in everything What if it’s here? What if it’s now? What if it’s perfect and it’s all around? What if the Garden We never left? What if we live Live to forget? That the Crown is in the Kingdom And the Kingdom in the Crown And there are no dark places Where you cannot hear the sound What if you’re born Born at your best? What if you live Live to forget? What if it’s here? What if it’s now? What if it’s perfect and it’s all around? YOU / ME / US / WE There’s no “i” in team There’s no line between YOU / ME / US / WE What no “I” can see There’s no line between There’s an “I” in penetration Three eyes in Divinity There’s an “I” in deviation And there’s an “I” in You and Me What if it’s here? What if it’s now? What if it’s perfect and it’s all around? What if the Garden We never left? Nothing is fallen Nothing too “correct” 'Cuz when the Crown is in the Kingdom And the Kingdom in the Crown There’s no such thing as separation And there’s Nothing out of bounds What if you’re born Born at your best? What if you live Live to forget? What if it’s here? What if it’s now? What if it’s perfect and it’s all around? You Me Us We? You Me Us We You Me Us We You Me Us We (no, you’re not alone) YOU / ME / US / WE There’s no "i" in team There’s no line between YOU / ME / US / WE What no “I” can see There’s no line between YOU / ME / US / WE There’s no "i" in team There’s no line between YOU / ME / US / WE What no “I” can see There’s no line between

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